Pieces of Me

The Quotes blog is back...and the link is right this time

My new Rants blog is up and running


Reading: just finished Anna Karenina by Tolstoy...on to Grimm's Fairytales
Singing: starting next week...Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat

What's going on:



Sun 28th - church 10am, Matt time, Kohl's 4:30-9:30pCS

Mon 29th - Kohl's 10a-4pCS, ?

Tues 30th - Kohl's 6a-2:30pPC, Texas Roadhouse?, Joseph 6-9p, ?

Wed 31st - ?, bank meeting with Mere 4p?, Joseph 6-9p, ?

Thurs 1st - ?, Joseph 6-9p, ?

Fri 2nd - ?

Sat 3rd - ?, Kohl's 2-8:30pCS, ?

Sun 4th - Church 10:30a, ?

Mon 5th - Kohl's 6a-2:30pPC, ?, Joseph 7:30-10p, ?

Tues 6th - ?, Joseph 6:30-9, ?

Wed 7th - Kohl's 9a-4pCS, ?, Joseph 8-10p, ?

Thurs 8th - Kohl's 10a-5pCS, ? Joseph 8-10p, ?

Fri 9th - ?, Kohl's 5:30-10:30POS

Sat 10th - ?, Kohl's 2-10:30CS
   

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Poems (the select few I'm OK with sharing):






9/16/04, excerpts from

It's taking away my voice and leaving my mind blank.

I want to disappear,

Bury my face in my hands and sink through the floor,

Curl into a ball and hide.

I want to pray...

My mind refuses to bend to my will.

I want to reach for my Book...

My feet stick to the floor.

I want to cry out, plead for help...

My jaw is set...





2/2/04

Come back,

Come back!

My wounds are not so deep

That I'd turn you away

When you bleed too.

You're drifting -

Drifting away from me.

I've never been a strong swimmer.

Currents I can't fight take us,

Pulling us apart.

These ripples in our lives

Undermine the foundation

That kept us close,

Slowly eating it out from underneath

Our shaking legs.

My friends,

Don't let us end

In this tide of heartache and uncertainty.

Too much past is behind us

To throw the future away

Without a fight.





12/29/03

Think of your world

As a big glass wall...

What would you do

When it crashes down?

The pieces are sharp,

They make you bleed,

And it mingles with the tears you shed

As you realize how long it will take

To rebuild the wall,

And how much blood will fall

Upon your shattered future.





12/4/03

Standing on a

Fencepost in my head,

I feel my feet slip

And my body sway.

The divide I straddle

Keeps sun-bright meadow

From chill black depths.

Will something push me over...

Pull me down?

When this precarious balance fails,

Where will I land?

I don't want to gasp for each breath,

Treading water

Above fathomless darkness,

A struggling speck

In a foaming sea.





11/6/03 2:15am

Not marching to the beat of any drum,

But walking softly as an orchestra resonates in a glowing chamber.

At times I pause

And sing.

Often the key is minor and my voice soft,

But when the music swells,

I can plant my feet and proclaim a song of joy.





9/21/03 1am

Curled in a ball,

I hug my knees to my chest

And sit alone on an island,

Watching the faces float past

In a vast tide around me.





9/8/03

The beauty rips the tears from your eyes

And flings them callously aside.

Perfect image before your eyes does not waver,

Grows only fuller in the waning light.

Only a single ray pierces the darkness inside.

You wish it would widen and fill you,

But the oppressive black crowds it,

Thick,

Inky;

The light struggles.

Will it win...

Or will the tears return to you this night?



8/16/03

Fragile,

Alone,

In dappled shade beneath a tree.

Vulnerable,

I looked for solitude

And found Grace.

I poured out my pain -

You poured out Your Love

As You poured out Your blood long ago

For me.

I wept and you filled my haunted eyes

With Joy.





8/2/03 12:20am

Fall again.

Drifting away from me...

Black tears flow slowly,

Mingling with the depths I stand watch over,

Fervently searching for signs of life,

Hating the ripples -

Illusory shadows of what once was you.

The shoreline is bleak when I must stand alone,

Chilled,

Clinging to shadows,

Waiting for another day.





6/28/03

Lost sight of the sun.

Strain feverishly towards the horizon,

Only to find no trace of light.

It will return.

The deluge which seems to persist indefinitely in beating down and darkening the sky

Will end.

To face into the wind whilst a cold rain penetrates

Grows tiresome,

Disheartening.

Chill mist,

Torrent

As the thunderhead builds and blackens the sky.

But the darkest clouds,

Most ferocious storms,

Run their course and cease.

The twilight world will recede and briliance burst forth,

Flooding the path trod for so long stumbling in darkness,

Head bowed,

Eyes stinging from the onslaught,

With light again.

Look up

And catch the bright arc of color

Above the drenched aftermath,

And watch the path dry.

Walk with springing step on firm ground

Where once dark pools obstructed the path.

The sun will shine again.





3/31/03

Images,

Burned in the back of my mind,

Beautiful,

Snapshots of nature at its best,

Glorious creations.

My fingers itch and I reach for the pencil.

But its strokes are timid where they should be bold

And stark where they should be soft.

I look at the 'finished work' and sigh.

My own incompetence serves as preventative.

The lines on the paper, smudged and blurred,

Fail to do justice.

The snapshots are missing some intangible thing

A photographer worthy of their taking would have captured.





3/27/03

I see myself as from afar,

Standing at the edge

As I scan the horizon.

Clouds roll in

But I stand,

Feet planted,

Face upturned,

Ready to meet the coming storm.

Waves begin to crash...

I feel them rumbling through my feet,

Shaking every tense muscle in my body

Up through the ancient rock of the precipice

Where I stand,

Waiting.

I will rejoice in the rain

Though it may sting my face,

Plaster my sodden clothing to my shivering body;

It is necessary,

Though the wind and rain may sap my strength,

I will not leave my ledge,

For it is safe,

And the storm will end.

The sun will shine and I will rest contently,

Watching the waes gently lap,

Crumbling the damp earth beneath my fingers,

And smiling at the promise the world holds.





3/18/03

I bow my head

And allow the music to carry my thoughts to God.

Then I know Peace.

The creases upon my brow smooth

As I slowly lift my head

And smile,

Eyes closed,

Alone with my prayer

Except for ht Lord,

Who hears me.



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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Happy Random Day to Everyone!

I'm having a good day so I thought I'd share the love. I got to spend most of the day with Matt today...and later tonight I get to see him, Laura, Amanda, Cameron, Ed, Jess, Adrienne, Nichole, Cathy, and Travis all at the gift exchange at Laura's. Yay! The only thing I'm not excited about is getting up to work at 8 tomorrow morning...but then it's cousin day! Yay again! Hope I get enough sleep...and I hope everyone else's week goes well. *love*

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Friday, December 30, 2005
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Christmas was awesome, but very busy. Christmas Eve I worked unti 5, went to the Tourville Christmas party with Matt (after getting there and then returning the cash office key that i still had to Kohl's and going back), then the two of us ate a delicious turkey dinner with my parents and bummed around the house...we amused ourselves watching Romeo Must Die while the fam was at midnight (10:00p) mass. Then was the gift opening and it was good. I got a spectacular new black 30G generation 5 iPod. And some great books from Matt. And a cool lamp (porcelain black horse head) with a hideous shade (think red fiberglass and shoelaces). And a coat rack. Then it was bedtime

Christmas Day I was over at Matt's at 9am for more gift opening. I got a DVD player from his parents and a spice rack and a scope for my .22 from him...so exciting! Then we decided to forego church in order to go out to breakfast at Seven Angels with his family and  aunt and uncle and other uncle. They have the greatest selection of omelettes there. I had a gyro....eggs and gyro meat with feta cheese...mmmm. Then I went back to my house where the Pierre family party was just starting. Got to see all my cuzzies which was good. The little ones had too much energy.

The highlight of the day after Christmas was spending the afternoon with Matt, dinner with Holly and Alex at Texas Roadhouse, and the Transiberian Orchestra concert. Jim and Kim (our daughter's adoptive parents) sent us 5th row center tickets. One word: Incredible!

Tuesday I worked 4-9 doing returns. Then I kidnapped Jess and we met Amanda and Perkins. It was icky and smoky but we had great fun together. I love those girls! Then I dropped Jess back off at her apartment and went home and read and watched TV with Mere until I was sleepy.

Yesterday I met Matt around 1 and we went to the range for a little while (it was only open until 2) to release some work-related frustration. Then we went back to his house, ate a late lunch, and got ready to work. We both went in at 4. I was supposed to leave at 9 but I stayed an extra 20min to help close down registers.

Today I slept late (around noon), ate brunch, showered, and ran to the bank to deposit my check from Grandma and Grandpa. Then I headed out to start shoppping for the gift exchange next week and waiting for Laura to call at 2:30. I was just finishing up at Old Navy (my first stop) when she called and I met her in the cafe court. We walked the entire mall and got all of our gifts (plus a stop at Cinnabon, a visit from Stephen, and a stop at Gloria Jeans on the way out) before I had to go a little after 5. Got home and we left for Uncle Willy and Aunt Ginny's for the Wayne's Graduation/ Ginny's birthday party. It was great fun to see the cuzzies and watch some home movies from back in the day...back when Nikki and Wayne sang duets in the same octave and Theresa was sure she saw the Easter Bunny...


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Sunday, December 18, 2005
More Christmas stuff...

New addition to the wish list: Vanilla Spice lotion from the Body Shop (I would prefer the body butter but the shop in the mall is all out)

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Friday, December 16, 2005
Wish List

Hey all, Christmas time is coming, and soon. Some of you have been asking me what I want, so I thought I'd do you all a favor and make a little list because it's so much easier to shop when you know what to get. Here goes:

CDs: newest Sevendust, any Dream Theater, Audra McDonald (my hero!)

DVDs: Phantom of the Opera, Amadeus, Young Frankenstein, Love Actually, LOTR: Fellowship extended edition

Books: newest Outlander, LOTR & Hobbit, Harry Potter 1-4

Miscellaneous stuff: a french press teapot, Godiva hot chocolate (double chocolate), pretty earrings (only prereq is that they be white gold)


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Friday, December 02, 2005
I love my girls!

Soooo excited....I get to hang with Holly, Jess, and Laura all at some point this weekend!

In other good news I got the solo soprano descant in "Christmas Day" (Holst)....come see the concert this Tues at 7:30 at the Weidner

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
I am so super sleepy right now...

Yeah...no 8am classes next semester. Anyway, my weekend was awesome and I think the next one will be decent too. Sunday was the first real "Matt day" I've had in awhile. We went to church, went shooting, changed the oil in my car and ate Dad's homemade chicken dumpling soup for dinner, and went back to his house to watch TV until we were sleepy. I need more Sundays like that.

Saturday I was originally supposed to have the day off but, being a nice person, I took a 9-1 shift on register. Super busy...ick. Afterwards I was starving so I ran by Atlanta Bread Company and got a half sandwich and baked potatoe soup and a latte to go for lunch and went to Holly's to visit w/ her and Willow, who seemingly doubles in size every time I see her. I stayed there until almost 4. When I got home I was going to change my oil but Dad wasn't home and it was getting dark. Instead I did my laundry and washed some stuff for Aunt Nicole (who was spending the weekend with Gabe, 3 and Gus, 6wks, while Uncle Jeremy was off hunting w/ my bro). I played with Gabe for awhile to give Nicole and Mom a break...and tried to keep him from hitting the cat with a broom. When 6:15 rolled around I left for Matt's house. He had just gotten off of work and we were going to hit the mall for Christmas shopping and National Ammo Day purchases. First stop was Scheels, where I picked up $20 worth of .22 ammo (1,050 rounds of Federal) and Matt got a box for the .30-06 and some sabots for the 12 gauge he will get from his dad when he moves out. Then we wandered around a bit and he got a videogame he's been wanting and I picked up one of Mere's gifts and price checked some stuff for my Mum's gift. Then we stopped in at my parents so I could see Theresa, who's family had dined with them. Then I took Matt back home and we bummed a little bit before I left.

I can't remember back farther than Saturday.

Tomorrow I shall leave for Thanksgiving weekend. I've been happily anticipating dad's pies and Grandma's stuffing and mashed potatoes for weeks. And I want to see all my dearest cuzzies, of course!

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Yay! new quotes!

I just updated the Quotes Blog

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Monday, November 14, 2005
Just what I expected

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Yay! Happy Weekend

Ignore my last two posts...apparently copy and paste isn't what you were supposed to do with those...and I'm too lazy to delete them.

I had a lovely weekend. Friday I chilled at the apartment until he had to leave for work. Then I did dishes and left for home and dinner w/ the fam. We went to TGI Fridays, where I had never been before. It was pretty good. Then I went home and read and spun a little (once again...spinning as in making wool into yarn, not riding a bike really fast).

Saturday 6:45 was way to early, but I had to be to work at 8. It was crazy busy back at the SD, even with 3 of us there. On the upside, 2 o'clock came early. I bought some nylons and then went to Matt's. He just got back from a movie w/ his little bro. I hung out and chatted with him whilst he worked out, then hung around whilst he showered and got dressed for Nick's reception. Then we headed to my house so I could iron my skirt and change. We headed to Neenah to the reception, which was truly lovely. We were kind of early, but we Nichole and Tommy showed up shortly after, so we got a table with them. The food and champagne were excellent and the DJ was impressive, what with his big screen where he alternately played music videos and digital pics from the reception. Nick and Courtney make a wonderful couple and I'm so very happy for them. I think I'd only met Courtney once before the actual wedding and I'm pleased to say that I like her and, more importantly, she makes my old pal Nick very very happy. They are totally going to have beautiful babies, too, I can just tell. As a show of support, I even danced a little. Poor Matt...he's so much better at it than me but he has to put up w/ my lack of rhythm/skill/coordination/etc. Nick and Courtney were spectacular, as was Leigh. Laura and her Stephen (who showed up after dinner) also were quite graceful. Tommy was fun, but he only danced because he was quite inebriated. Nichole made me dance to some 80s songs with her...and I'll admit it was fun but I'm sure I looked like a fool. At least the did the chicken dance correctly. In Ohio they did a silly doci-do thing instead of going in a circle. After the partay I bid adieu to the happy couple and Matt and I headed back to his house for a little while.

Sunday was also an excellent day. Matt and I ate a quick breakfast of cereal and made our way to Church. Excellent sermon by Pastor Steve. Matt's kind of impatient because we were just about to start the New Testament when Pastor Dwight left for Israel for a few weeks, so we've been getting topical sermons from the Assistant Pastors rather than diving in to the NT yet. Soon, though, soon. Anyway, after church we made ourselves a tasty omelette for lunch and I went home at 1:30 so Matt could study for O-Chem. I did my laundry and took a nap. Woke up around 4 and packed and chatted w/ the 'rents before heading back to Matt's. We shortly left for our long-anticipated Thai dinner date. I definitely recommend Tast of Thai on College Ave...mainly because I love Thai food. If I could afford it I'd have it maybe twice a week. Not too bad though, under $30 for 2 entrees and an appetizer. Anywho, after dinner we headed back to his house and watched a few episodes of South Park. I got back to GB around 9:30 and caught up on blogs and read for Brit Novels.

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
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